So I had to watch a movie tonight. I have been suppressing my movie moods lately and I absolutely had to watch a random one tonight after jovi fell asleep. Ed wouldn't of course join me because there was a high heel on the cover.
"The Devil wears Prada" was my pick. I haven't watched a movie in a really long time and I forget how I get really into whatever movie I watch. I subconsciously find similarities between myself and the heroine, I find similar qualities in the co-stars that my friends have and so on. I like to sit and ponder movies after I see them about how they relate to me and what they make me think. The girl began as a fruppy "chubby" writer from Ohio and lost herself because of a job she didn't really want but thought she had to take to help her get to wherever it was she wanted to go. The movie's climax was really the very last scene where she walks away from it all and cuts all ties. She is thankful for her experience but in a moment made a huge decision. She even gave away all her awesome work clothes.
Now there was no villain at my job who wore Prada or anything like that, but the past few days since my interview I feel like I may not get it. And that it may not be what I wanted after all and that it would change me into someone that I wouldn't like. I will be excited either way because I have spiced up my plan B but I just like my fruppy, writing self from Ohio. I don't miss dressing up everyday and pretending to be professional with all my strength. A few weeks ago I packed up a lot of my clothes for a garage sale.
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